Sometimes, i feel so frustrated within myself b/c there is so much i want to give and show my H, but i don't have the chance. I guess the thing is to make the most out of your interactions. Right now, you are fighting him on his decision to not come back. What if you were to agree? That would be different for you, right? Yes, i know you don't want him to interpret that as you not wanting him back. Thing is, we can't control how they think or what they do. I don't know if any of this is making sense. It is, Imdi. Thank you very much. I did validate his choice not to come back when we spoke today. I even told him I support it. I hope that in some way, what I said made H. feel a little bit better.
I just want to say out loud that it is SO very hard to emotionally detach from a person that you are still in love with. There, I said it.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
