I completely understand how you're feeling. I feel like my H too wants to come home but just feels like he can't and is looking for someone, anyone else to be with. Just being at your home may be too painful for him. As soon as I moved back in to my apartment I put several photos of my H and I back up. I found that I had to take back down our wedding photos that were next to the bed as it was just too much to look at. I know you love your house but maybe for your M to work you need a fresh start.
