From my last journalling...

H texted a couple of times on Thursday (18th) and pestered me to go to Country X over the weekend. I relented, and did buy a ticket to Country X. So, off I went flying down on Saturday morning, and return on Sunday evening. All in all, was a quite productive trip. We looked at 4 houses, watched "Da Vinci Code", have s@x a few times... He did say a lot of "positive" stuff like changing the current car to a "family model", buying a computer for the house... he did talk to his friend and many times mentioned "my wife is here... blah blah blah" or to the realtor/agent that "my wife will see what needs to be done to the house"... and kept on asking me "do you like the house?" The down side was that we had about a ten minute bust-up on Sunday morning, when I got a little emotional over a movie which depicted a H having and A with his masseuse. That upset me, which in turn upset H... So there was a screaming match and me crying for about 10 minutes..Thing was that he said that ow will always be his friend blah blah blah. I said "so, are you saying that we are ALL gonna sit down for dinner??" blah blah blah. There was a lot of stupid and hurting talk. But then we sort of got back into "okay" terms rather quickly too... was kinda stupid.. H said "so, do you want to continue the movie, or not?" and I just quietly took my seat next to him to continue the movie. I know..silly...

Anyway,.... now he says that he may not be back for the treasure hunt. Not gonna bug him about it anymore. Just see how it goes..

One Day at a TIME!!!