Have not been journalling for awhile...has been really busy at work in the out-of-town office.
So far, H has been calling me every day just to see how things are with me... We have had some other teleconversations that were on the fun side..about my coworkers' antics, his golfing etc etc. H was having thoughts of us (only 2 of us without the boys) go away during the first week of june, and were contemplating here and there... Changing his mind on all sorts of stuff. Really in a mid-life crisis??? Just is indecisivenss was not him. Anywya, we had another session of phone s@x on Monday (15th). Was quite fun.. Can't really remember much from my last post but...
Tuesday Had a funny text from H today... If I am right, he sounded a little "jealous" about my new american colleague... he he he.. a little flirtation to make H jealous is great, I have to say...
Also called me to tell me to stick to our original schedule (i.e. bring boys over to COuntry X during the school holidays)... my mom will also go over to Country X for a few days (to help babysit the boys while I go to work for two days - Yup..have some business to attend to in Country X).
Yesterday (Wednesday) Did receive a CC email from H to his HR dept lady and the International School Admin Person with regards to boys' entrance to the school. So... I guessed he did really do the paperwork to the school. We had a short chat at night before I went to bed.
This morning (Thursday - 18th) H tried to call me early in the morning ~ 9 am but I didn't have my phone with me. Then he tried again at 11 am. Again, I was not near my mobile. I did text him when I saw the missed calls... and he called me immediately back. Nothing much, just to tell me that he is playing golf with some coworkers and that he is playing badly. Oh well.. I tried to sound interested... (a 180?? normally, I would have said "why are you playing golf on a work day???) I am trying to change my "old" ways and be interested and be appreciative of him wanting to inform me of things. Be appreciative of little little things. Think I was kinda critical a LOT of things pre-bomb. Learning to have FUN in everything rather than ANALYZE and see the flaws etc etc.
