Kismet - Am also wondering myself ...how long could I go on like that? I think my sitch is beyond advice now... It is really getting on with my life and living for myself and my boys. Can't really control H at all. Plodding along...

Journalling..
From my last post... Calm seas still. H did call me at work on Monday. Short chat as I was rather busy at work. Some text exchanges in the evening about S6's Family Day at school.

Tuesday...
H called in the evening. Handed the phone to the boys. They had it on "loudspeaker"...and heard H say "can I speak to mommy, please". Nothing...he just want to see how I am. Short chat about a friend. Later in the night, H texted to ask about S6's family day again... Never ever pay attention to what I tell him - just told him the same thing on Monday?????!!?

Today (Wednesday)
H tried to call my mobile, but line dropped. So he texted me...about him being ill and expensive airline tickets.
Me: Take a panadol and drink lots of water. How come you always end up buying expensive tickets?
Me: When are you flying in, if I may ask?
Me: On second thoughts, don't answer my question.
H: (Text came in immediately) Haven't bought yet..but likely first flight out on Sat morning and back on Sunday noon. I'm really really busy.
H: Too late...ha ha.
Me: knowing you...you probably will fly in on Friday nite and spend it with ow, and then drop by on Saturday morning.
Me: Actually, you don't have to come. I will explain to S6.
H: I'll be there. Besides, havent' seen them and u for a while already. Will spend the Sat with them...including badminton. Fever very high now...hasn't subsided yet.
Me: Take a panadol. Will get out of your way so that you can spend time with the boys on Sat.
Then he went on asking me about medications etc...and then sent me another text " OK...trying to rest now. bye hottie!!!! Call the boys tonight."

Then later, I sent him an email...don't think that he can make it if he takes the Saturday flight. He'll miss the event. So, what's the point? Either he is kidding himself or trying to kid me???

Anyway, will have to focus on myself...focus on myself...

Forget about H! Forget about H!

One Day at a TIME!!!