Friday, Had a Charity Gala Dinner, so was getting ready after work. When I came out of the shower, saw that there was a missed call on my phone, and it was H. Ignored it. Not long later, he called and I picked up and talked abit, but I ended the call rather abruptly and told him that I had to put on my make-up and can't talk to him. Later, few text exchanges. SOme of H's texts: H: Are your t*ts hanging out?? H: Blah blah blah (about work). Enjoy Yourself... H: I have nothing to enjoy!!! No Bang Bang for you!!! H: Pls don't go scouting for a f*ck!!! That's what I meant!! You are slow... H: enjoy yourself..I'm home reading contract!!! Call me tonight when home and we can have phone f*ck... H: Now I'm worried...and you've just finished your period...can take all the c** in you without getting worried!!!
When I got home, I did send him a short text about me getting into a minor accident (yes, I did..on the way to the dinner..and also stopped by a cop)... He called me immediately. No long chats...as I was rather sleepy.
Next morning.. Saturday.. Don't know why but I woke up feeling rather at peace, as if I am really ready to let H go. Silly me, text him so. And he called me immediately. Spoke a bit. Not long. Again, the usual stuff of him not supposed to call me unless it's about money or the boys. Later, he texted me about his stupid passport, which I replied "why are you telling me this? Just because I had dinner with the PM yesterday, doesn't mean that I could help with instantaneous passport!". H: Ha ha...very funny. Have anice day. Call the boys later today...bye hottie. Have to say u are one hot p**sy.
Not long later, he called and bugged me about phone s*x. I put down the phone. Called and called again. Yup...ended up having phone s*x on Sat morning...
Can't really remember the evening...he did call the boys...
Sunday.. H called me in the afternoon asking me about "How do I cook BKT??". Explained to him and then later, got a text from him. SOme text exchanges...then I think he tried to call but I couldn't hear the phone so missed it. H texted "Tried to call but no answer. Will call boys later". He did call boys later in the night. S6 asked "do you want to talk to mommy? Oh..no need? Okay". Oh well..
Don't know what to expect ...so NOT Going to. Don't know how to react....so NOT going to. Don't know what to think....so NOT going to.
Just Take ONE day at a TIME....Focus on myself...and NOT think about my R, my M or my H...
