Yesterday, H called the boys and spoke to the boys. Asked for me but I "deliberately" went to the bathroom and shouted out to the boys that I was busy when S6 shouted "dad wants you"... Boys told me that "dad says he will call back later". He did call... inquired about my ankle (sprained my ankle by the way) and simple chit chat.
This morning (Thursday), don't know why but had this strong strong urge of calling H and telling him that I don't want him back... but didn't do so. Kept busy. He did call me about 3 hours ago.... I picked up and he said "why do you sound like you want to kill me?". LOL... Some talk then, H: why do you sound like you are angry. Me: If I am, it's my right, right? H: Yes. yes. Wow...you have alot of rights now, huh? Me: Yes...
Some further talks.... Me: You know..last Sunday was ONE year. And you are still sorting out. H: Is it? I am sooo sooo busy. I just don't have the time. Me: Whatever. Just tell me that you want me to go to the lawyers. H: No. I have negotiations next week ...trying to close the deal within two weeks. Will sort that out as well. Me: Whatever. Up to you. Anyway, you are not supposed to call me. H: Okay, I won't call you.. (LOL) Me: You can't do that. Can you... So, when you are with her, you have to sneak off to call me is it? H: (LOL)... Anyway, you just keep quiet and leave things to me. Me: (sighing)
Anyway, we ended the call with him still on a very very jovial mood...To tell you the truth, him being so jovial while I am trying frustratingly to be patient really irritates me quite a bit.
Maybe I have to be focused on the BABY STEPS?? Let's see.. Baby Steps.. * He calls me everyday * He calls the boys everyday * He is going to participate in S6's Family Day at his school next week * He wants to participate in a Charity Treasure Hunt that I am bringing the boys-to in May. * Very very jovial
But who knows what's with these WAS...he could turn around and ask for a D within a heartbeat.... Oh well..not within my control.
