Journalling..

From my last post..., Tuesday afternoon, H sent me a text.
H: *text missing* something fast!!
Me: ?? text missing. Don't know what you are talking about.
H: In meeting....but was thinking about u riding ur hunk...screaming and moaning like when u are on me!!! Don't think i like it. Think I better do something fast!!!
H: Don't you get it?? I said that I don't think I liket the though of u being f*#ked, moaning and screaming. Have to do something fast. Like that also don't understand.
Me: This morning was my mistake. Won't happen again. No small talk until you sort it out.
H: Yes. Yes. Bye then... will call the boys tonight.

H did call later in the night to talk to the boys. I didn't speak to him.

Today - Wednesday.
H didn't call but did text me around noon to ask if I managed to check the bank account to see if the $ is in. Told him no, but will do so later today. Then he thanked me and proceeded to tell me about his car. I texted back and commented about the car, and then wished him luck in his tender. H replied back "bye too. Tmrw and Friday is a public holiday but will be working because of the tender".
I wanted to text and made a sarchy remark about him being with ow...but decided NOT to. To just let it go... No point, right? Not too sure if I want to continue to DBING to be cheerful, friendly towards him...or should I proceed to the AFTER LRT.....

GAL Stuff...
* Dinner for Sister's New Baby tmrw
* Movie - Ice Age II with the boys either on Sat PM or Sunday AM.
* Spa and Dinner on Sunday PM with the girls...
* Gala Dinner on Friday, 7th ....

Trying to LET GO...and BE POSITIVE....