Walkingback/ Kismet/ KDK - Thanks for your words, guys.. I wanted to believe that I am stronger but... the big but.. I backslide very very badly yesterday and today. Bombarded H with texts and emails. I am in such a mess. I am soooo confused and am seriously thinking of filing papers of some sort.. which I know I will regret later. I am really in a mess. Need to go DARK abit. Plus S8 not feeling well with a high fever is not helping either.
