Journalling...

Think it is PMS again. Feeling kinda crappy last night thro my sleep too... Still feeling crap and down this morning too. I am kinda confused and down. Had another talk with the boys. Know that I shouldn't upset the boys, but think that they need to be prepared when both H and I separate. I feel things will not change with him. It will be a year by end of March. I want to be hopeful and optimistic and all, but all the evidence does not point that way. He talks and talks and talks. BUT I don't see the action. I am really tired. What can a lady like me do in this situation?? I know that I should just detached myself from my H and my sitch till I can think clearly. Trying very hard to not think at all. *sigh* I am like where I started eons ago...

Taking one day at a time....