Nothing much happenned as I've not spoken to H. Limit on those text messages to "proper" stuff like finances and boys only. Went out to a company function last night. H did call my mobile but fumbled for my phone and missed the call,...which is a good thing. Help me in the "dark" mode. But I did send him a short text "boys with mom. am out". H replied "ok. enjoy yourself. bye". That's about it. Think I am able to control my emotions better when I don't hear his voice. Makes me more level-headed I guessed.
Anyway, the Saturday night dinner was quite fun. Had belly dancers for entertainment and I ended up as one of the performers! Could feel my flabs jiggling about... LOL.. Thankfully, I did lose some weight (thanks or is it supposed to be no thanks? to the sitch) and so did not really make a fool of myself. Danced a bit too.. Have to say was kinda fun.
Continue with the GAL... going for a Japanese buffet brunch with my boys, parents, sisters, BIL and little nephew. Thinking of going shopping after that too...
Have been pondering in the middle of the night. H really doesn't deserve me nor the boys. The lies, the deceit... So, I don't want to spend too much dwelling and thinking of him anymore. I hope I can adhere to this stance. I am going to start by not even mentioning him. Oh..who??? LOL
Could feel my flabs jiggling about... LOL.. Thankfully, I did lose some weight (thanks or is it supposed to be no thanks? to the sitch) and so did not really make a fool of myself. Danced a bit too.. Have to say was kinda fun. 
