hellkat/kdk - Hiya gals...really don't know what he is doing or thinking... As it is, since our last teleconvo on Tuesday night, he has'nt called to speak to me. He is going DARK on me . I didn't contact him either. Wanted to but stopped short of dialing... I know he is fine though, cause he did call last night to speak to the boys. So, what's with his head? I really don't know. He may with ow these few days, he may be nursing his little heart...who knows??? Don't wanna call and ask him...cause I will either get lies or get shouted at. Might as well just continue to plod along over here....

what in the world did that mean??????? it's over so wait for the papers......but dont feel it. why do they like to use such double talk
I don't know...really. Maybe for me to NOT expect hope for our M, and prepare for the worst...and VOILA! He comes back to the family CLEAN?? I really don't know. Will see what happens when I get to COuntry X tomorrw.

well you certainly have a positive attitude which I admire girly - and for your sake I hope 'soon' is soon enough cos you deserve it
"soon" is different for different people. Unfortunately, for my husband,..soon is like ages to me!!!

What do you think would happen if you didn't show up on Saturday?
I did think about that...but the boys are SOOOOO excited about going over tmrw. Absolutely cannot disappoint them. Plus I think I want to confuse him more. He he he.. I will be soooo nice to him so that he will feel a void after we leave. But hope I can stick to my plan though. My plan always go haywire.

Live the Momen!!!