Quote: I know this is not a happy story to tell or for you to read, but I think it was what you were looking for.
I'm sorry you felt used. The WAS's just don't think about our feelings at all.
I was looking through the past 3 weeks of posts and there is a pattern of 3 days or so of 'flirting' followed by 2-3 days of 'back off'. The last 'back off' was when her Mom came to visit a week ago, and the previous was just before I went away for my weekend and I was truly empty and needy.
The past few days I have noticed myself coming off the 'high' I was on from the weekend two weeks ago. She had spoken to me on thursday about feeling like she was unable to 'fill her cup' and how she was letting me do it. Since she said she had come up with a way to fill her cup herself this weekend I think it has been bothering her that she's getting support from me. She doesn't want that, she's afraid of it turning her into a needy woman again.
That makes the most sense to me.
However, I am needy and I have to stop that. The best way to do that is to back off and detach. I'll play it by ear tonite when I get home and see what's up but I expect her to be distant.
