I think you are confusing something. I do understand your anger towards your wife and her ability to love in just 2 hours. But check this,
God for bid anything terrible should happen to you but what and how much love do you think you would get. I would gather you would get the kind of love that says nothing is going to hurt you and I am here to the end.
you have to much man hood to make comments like that in my opinion and like I have needed it in the past, as you do now.
I think the alien got the best of you on that one.
