I haven't really posted to your sitch, but I am an admirer. Following you posts over the past month or so has been really helpful. You are truly a unique and compassionate person. I applaud your bravery in facing so much and your willingness to share your experiences with us. Sincerely, I thank you and only wish the best for you.
Thanks for the words of support. I do have to say that sometimes I feel really weird 'baring my soul' because, well, it's weird! And it's risky because part of me thinks 'People will think I'm such a whiner!' But I know I'm not.
There is something that tells me to do this, and that by being so personal when I share, more people will feel like they are not the only ones who feel this way. Maybe it will give someone else hope - not that they will fix their marriage, but that they will be OK regardless. That's where I am right now - OK REGARDLESS.
That's all I hope for. To be able to move forward with my life with dignity, honor and to give unconditional love.
