I am alive. I would like to tell you all the amazing spiritual and male bonding experiences of this weekend. I arrived friday lost, beat, tired and alone. It was all I could do to drag myself there. I left on Sunday with a whole lot of new 'brothers', men like me who want to live with integrity, accountability, and connection to feeling. It was awesome.
To find a sense of 'purpose' in our lives.
The other day I posted this question to myself:
Quote: I mean, what kind of man would go sit on the bathroom floor with his wife while she tells him how she can't 'make it' on her own, how her relationships with men don't work, how she's a failure and is only where she is in her life because of ME and she can't stand on her own?
How many would then use their last drops in their 'cup' to lift her back up so she CAN feel like she will be ok without me, she CAN deal with her relationships better, and she WILL be a success in her business. All so she can be strong and confident enough to leave me.
Here is the answer: A man who lives with Integrity, and Accountability to himself, and to his creator. A man who, no matter what, is the protector of his family both emotionally and physically. I am accountable for my failure to do this in the past. So, to get back into integrity I need to do this in the PRESENT, even if protecting W from not being able to support herself and helping her to reach HER goals ends my marriage.
I don't know how it will turn out, she wants what she wants and believes she must leave me to get it. That's ok if she needs that but I really think she'll be so much happier if she stayed!
I met another man at the warrior adventure who also was going through a divorce. He had never heard of Divorce Busting and when I talked to him it was obvious he needed it. So I gave him my number and the website address and said call me if you want more info. Maybe it will help.
