What a great weekend! Talk about being lost spiritually and finding an 'experience' that really helped me connect with the man inside of me.
I feel at least half full if not 90% or more. My cup was empty friday and today it's just so much better.
I was feeling a little apprehensive about what I would say or do when I got home, would my W be indifferent? Maybe more 'divorce oriented' since her negative Girlfriend spent the weekend?
But I was hyped and positive so when I came home I just had this big grin on my face, and when I saw W she smiles and said 'we missed you this weekend' and gave me a short hug.
Of course she wanted to know what the 'new warrior training' was all about but we are sworn to secrecy so I couldn't tell her. We talked about some 'general' things in the weekend and she asked me if I was happy with the experience. I said 'Sure, I'm so happy I'm going to give you a big hug!' and grabbed her. She kept the hug short and laughed a little. I think she thinks I'm crazy (which I am).
She talked quite a bit, telling me how busy she was all weekend without me around and basically 'ranting' as she said. But I smiled and listened.
She said she enjoyed sleeping in "the bed" (our bed) while I was gone since it's more comfy than her foldout bed. She said she changed the sheets because she wasn't sure if they were clean or not and I said 'well if they got dirty it was when you and I had our 'experience' the other day'. She gave me an annoyed look. Oh well.
We'll see how the week goes. I am not going to make any assumptions, just go with it.
