Quote: AmyC am amazed at this journey, aren't you? Would you say are experiencing THE single most difficult episode of growth you have EVER experienced? I know I am and I am constantly in awe. But even in the middle of the storm, I can say I was blessed.
It wasn't apparent in the beginning and even duriong the affair, the hurting times. But now, no matter the final outcome I will know that I have been blessed byt the experience.
Quote: Tim297181 It maybe over used on your thread Frank but thank you for your honesty it is helping many of us just reading your post! And thank you Amy your words as usual hit home and make a person feel better!
Tim, I get the feeling that I say things that others are feeling but can't put into words. Is that the best way to describe it?
Quote: Kaly, Oh, why is it that you don't love yourself, too, as deeply, as patiently, as unconditionally as you love everyone else? Why do you feel it's there for everyone BUT you?
i felt that because since I hade no boundaries I didn't know when to keep any for me. Also, until I was 18 nobody ever atually SAID they loved me. Or hugged me either. I learned how to give but never learned how to receive. Now I have boundaries and keep some for myself.
Quote: You may feel empty but you are FULL of love. You don't have to work for it, you don't have to make it happen, you don't have to DO anything, or look for it outside of yourself. It just IS. It's already in your heart, Frank. Your C was right about you being a healer because she SAW it inside of you...turn that great love you already have inside right towards yourself and you will see.
I'm feeling a little empty right now because I have been giving so much, especially the last 3-4 days with breakdowns of W, of D10, of the famliy in general. I got them all 'ok' again but I need a recharge time which I probably won't get this weekend. But I will get reconnected to my soul. Even though I feel 'empty' I DO know , like you said, there is a limitless supply of love and I can tap it. But it's not always easy to connect to it. But now I know how, and that it IS possible.
