I see there are some new posters since I last visited. Welcome all to the club that no one really wants to belong to. There support and much wisdom to be had here.
I see Wildeman has departed for other pastures and good luck to him.
Hello honey, how is little pot doing? I see you, GEL and the NOPS are being as thought provoking as ever. And what would the BB be without Cemar? Be still my beating heart if you ever change Ce. Thanks for hangin in there with me Chrissy and Karen. I know I have been a stealth bb member for some months.
If I forgot anyone, don't despair, I'm just beginning to catch up on all of your stories.
I am just putting my toes back in the pool. After the horrible comments my H made re: my father in law over the summer, I just lost my way. I think I am ready to start again.
I have made some small steps in the direction of repairing the what I deemed irrevocably broken and seeing things from H's POV. He has made some small steps in the same direction (stayed home and watched the Super Bowl with me instead of hanging at the bar with his marriage challenged friend).
I've been thinking about all the romantic gestures he has showered on me over the years. H wanted to wear a top hat and tails at our wedding (would have, but couldn't locate a white top hat). Builds fires in the fireplace for me, brings me flowers for no reason, remembers that "Moondance" is one of my favorite songs, calls every day just to see what is going on, and so many more little things I need to acknowledge with more than a passing that's great.
The catalyst for my return to the growth I began to enjoy last summer is a movie I recently saw called "What the (Bleep) Do We Know?". It has changed my way of thinking. I listed the web site in a previous post. I am doing further reserach into some of the intriguing concepts presented in the film.
I am rereading PM and following up with Undefended Love. I hope to catch some things I missed on the first run through.
Cinema- thinking things may be looking up.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"
I'm glad that things are swinging back upwards..I was worried about you for a while. Your H sounds like he does a ton of sweet things for you. My H does none of the traditionally 'romantic' things but he takes care of me nonetheless.
Keep posting and since the odds of me getting out to see a movie are slim, maybe you could post some of the insights from it on your thread.
I jumped on about the time you jumped off, but its good to see you again. Glad things are going pretty well for you, seems like your attitude is good too.
I am interested in your thoughts about that movie. It does touch on a lot of scientific topics of which I am intimately familiar (some of which Corri and I discussed awhile back). I'd love to hear your thoughts about it.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
Oh so glad you are back and thank you for the update. I have so often wondered how things were going for you since you stopped posting while in a hard spot.
Sounds like you and me may be in the same spot. I have just recently started realizing my H is a wonderful father in a lot of ways and I should be more appreciative of that fact.
I saw that you mentioned that the job was going well. Thats good. I am still looking for that perfect part time job. That works with the hours I need. I am thinking it may not really exist lol.
I am so glad you are back I have missed you terribly.
