A14 - throw some more ice in the boiling water. True, technically. It's all interpretation. Technically, he didn't tell me anything. Just another test of wills and strength, technically speaking. It's just so funny you use that word, I am just LMAO right now. A few weeks ago when we delivered a horse, that was the most used word by the lady at the horses new home. Do you live around here? did you just buy a sorrel AQHA gelding?
Sreiously, yes - he is still on the fence, technically. ROFLMAO!! Sorry, I'm not making fun of you, I just can't quit laughing about it! It HAS to be the Mountain Dew I had at lunch.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Quote: I started reducing some clutter (no, not H). 180 - threw some things away that I didn't like but kept because I felt like I should because it was too good to throw away, even if I didn't like it.
Ellie – you might be right. Is there a subliminal message in there??
A14 – I’m a diet coke addict, although I don’t drink near as much as I used too. I’ve trained me to drink more water. Dew is a good substitute though, can we still be friends?
Amd- pecking away it, a little at a time. I get sidetracked pretty easy, and you really have to be in the right mood to throw away years of neat useless stuff. Call it a work in progress.
Friday evening was great! Some friends showed up and we all rode together, they asked about H and I tried to explain I didn’t know what he was doing or if he was coming home or what we were doing the next day without sounding totally idiotic, but I don’t think I was very convincing. They invited me to go into town with them and grab some food, so I did. The waiter was a hoot! I got home fairly late, and guess who was home – H. I don’t know if I was surprised or not. He did ask about my next days plans, and it turned out we rode together to the event today, on the drive back got off the main roads and drove thru some very scenic countryside, and ended up at a fundraiser banquet for Miss Rodeo to compete at the Nationals. I took along books and paperwork to keep me occupied during the drive, we seldom talk while driving, but today H talked a lot. He told me about all sorts of things that happened yesterday, and stories about other people, he talked and we talked for the whole drive there, talked on and off thru the day, on the scenic drive back, it was sure a 180 for us to just talk so much. I think he was filling the space so I couldn’t bring up anything uncomfortable to talk about… which was just fine to have good old conversation again. Big things, little things, no things, lots of things - we had such a nice normal day between us, the best I can recall in such a long time.
Tired now, very tired and fading fast. Need sleep. I’ve only had 2 –4 hours each night this past week. Another busy day tomorrow.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Thanks, aynesr. I suppose I should qualify that though. A nice normal day - void of hugs, kisses, being close, holding hands..... It's been so long for all of that, I forget what NORMAL is for real people who are in love and care for each other.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
Today I got together with friends to plan our trip in a couple of weeks. I asked H if he wanted to come along to visit, which gave him the opening to ask questions why I was going to their house and act surprised that he knew nothing about it. Geez, cut the crapola. I know he knows, he knows I know he knows. Games. He didn't come along. The most interesting comment came from one of the other ladies that her H talked to my H about the trip a few weeks ago already. My H told her H that I wouldn't be going on any trip. Not sure just what he thinks, but 3 friends and I are loading up a trailer full of horses and driving to where it's warm, and we're gonna ride and have fun. Life goes on.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
