Great quote. In applying to my life, this is my interpretation, much as Becca's.
I can ask for forgiveness...and he will give it to me, as he very much cares for me. But, that does NOT mean permission back into his heart or life. Only when the giver is ready.
BUT, the same goes for you...are you ready to give permission?
Sounds like you DO have positives...certainly more in the last months than before.
What can you think of doing to ease the whole "he wants to run away from me?" How can you make common space more comfortable for both of you....it's the only way to bring about more moments like the "back spot check."
