My horoscope today: True, virtue is its own reward -- but have you been gritting your teeth and being virtuous even when you know for a fact that it's your sweetie's turn to step up to the plate? Say something, for goodness' sake!
Opti - I am not expecting tender moments from H. True, I do ache inside to be held, I also ache because I know it isn't going to happen. Pretty much how I figure it is I can leave him alone and we'll bumble along for a while yet, I can say sh!t or get off the pot and he'll be gone, I can turn up the physical touch and express some feelings and he'll be gone. Is this just a phase I am going thru? can I really handle the results of whichever way the wind blows? More and more I am thinking I can. And is it such a bad idea for him to know that?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
