The tree moved this morning. He walked in as I was trying to look at some big bumps that have appeared on my back. He very gently rubbed the spots with his fingertips, then his hands drifted down to my hips. H asked if the bumps itched or hurt, I said no, only when I think about it then it drives me crazy. He laughed. I turned around and looked him in the eyes, and then hugged him, and he lightly hugged back, with both arms.

Someone talk me out of this idea. I plan to send H an ecard for Valentines Day, saying thinking of you today. I also want to include a line about 'let's figure out our future'. Any reason I shouldn't do that? Is he going to run screaming from the house?

The rest of my PMA has been decent, even if it doesn't sound like it. Really! it hasn't been bad!


Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.