Hugs. You need them. I'm sorry you missed the meeting today; not your fault. You had a fun day with your brother and that's great to read. I wish I lived closer to my family; they support me long-distance, but it's not quite the same, is it? Please don't give up; you are upset tonight. Give it a couple of days and see how you feel then, ok? I know you're tired of it all. It's so draining. Hope
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.