Last night when SO's charity event was about wrapping up, I went online to check his website where they post the amount raised. No big deal until I looked at the pix. And what do I see. Pic of OW there at the event. That left me feeling very sad. This is a kids charity event and all I could think was how the kids & I used to always go to it with him. Now, the OW is more important. I had originally gone one to send him a text congratulating him on making the goal, but I got upset and didn't.
I went back to bed and thought about it a little more. Decided if I "hadn't" seen the pix, what would I have done? I would have sent a nice text; HE didn't put the pictures on there, probably didn't even know about them - so I got back up and decided to do so. Which I did. 2 lines: "Congratulations! Amazing, as always. Now, go get a drink & relax!" SO replied with "thanks!"....yes, back in my mind I was thinking - hope OW wonders who he's texting at midnite!
I also looked at the pictures (only 2) again and noticed a couple of things...go with me folks, trying make myself feel better here...First, she wasn't sitting near him, and 2nd - she did NOT look happy at all!! She wasn't smiling, that's for sure. It was pretty crappy, thinking about how they would be going out afterwards (like we used to do); it took me a long time to fall asleep. I was trying not to think that he didn't call because she was with him.
This morning I'm doing everything I can to get myself back in a better mood. I really hate sitting around the house, but not much to do in the cold weather with the 3 kids and little $$. I refuse to have a pity party for myself.
