Interesting day, so far. Got email this morning from SO with "I want you to know that I dont like this situation at all, and I dont want you thinking that I'm happier now, because its very hard for me. You'll never see it that way, I know, but I wanted to tell you that. When I get to my place and see toys, bottles, and all the fingerprints on My glass table, it really bothers me."
With everyone's past advice to take the "good" in these things, I'm doing just that. A crack in his armor, maybe? As far as sharing stuff like this with me, anyway. No, I'm not jumping any guns; still have no expectations, but it's a good sign that "CHANGE" is in the air. My response: "I know - this is hard for all of us. I'm sorry for that. You're right - I don't see it from you because you're always acting like it doesn't bother you. So, thanks for sharing that. " I ended with telling him to have a good show and we would see him later. He's been emailing me ever since, also with some inclusion about ML later. That's got me a little worried. I don't want him to get thinking that coming here = free sex. Don't know how to handle it. I joked around with him, but didn't say anything definite. I also told him that he didn't have to come visit to day if he didn't want to. That "I knew he had been with the girls a lot of the last few days and if he needed some time to himself, that it would be understandable." Haven't heard back yet.
I also took a peek at his work profile - don't know what prompted me to do that. He's changed it again. Almost very sad & pathetic. Changed the line that used to read "still trying to convince miss right I'm the one" to "ALone, in a dark unforgiving world" or something like that. Also had a quote that's been in there for awhile that had said "The biggest regrets In Life Are The Risks That You Didn't Take"
And now he's added to that: "And sometimes those risks you take are the biggest regrets in life"
Hmmmm....things not going so great out there on his own in the big, bad world? Is that bitchy of me to think?
