Quiet morning....not much contact from SO. An email simply asking "Awake", I replied yes. Then "that was a lot of words" to which I responded "LOL - sorry. Yes, I'm awake, thanks. And you?" No reply.
He called to speak with D7 before she left for school; didn't speak with me. A little while later I got email: "How are you w/ money and supplies?" To which I responded "Supplies, OK. Money $$ which I'll be going to store later." No word from him since.
Don't know what I was expecting.....or hoping for. Those are things I have to stop doing - expecting; hoping. Not easy.
I have a feeling he may renege on taking the two little one's tomorrow night. I'm not sure, of course - just a feeling I have and I want to be ready for it. I've made plans with a friend to go out....I know if I say I have plans that will just start him questioning me and I need to be ready for that as well. Then again, maybe he won't ask and I'm getting all worked up for nothing.
Even with scripts, I never seem to be able to pull off the "air" that I need to. He always seems to ask questions in a way that catch me off guard. I need to be prepared for anything...or nothing. Big sigh.
