At A Crossroads

[NNP1965]

NM, I really have no advice. I do not know why the men we love are in to playing these games with us.

I pretty much quit posting about my self because another poster made me feel pretty badly, basically saying that all our problems are in my head and everything is my fault.

It has taken me a while to recover from that. But I know that this is not all in my head and what has transpired (as far as the things H has done and is doing) are not my fault!!!!! Sorry to hi-jack your thread but I felt the need to get that out.

My H is still acting as if everything is fine. If I didn't know better I would think (like everyone who sees us) that we are doing great, but....

I do know better. I know that he plays an online game and pretends to be a single man. Maybe that seems innocent to some, but to me it is a betrayal.

So since he has no clue that I know any of this and he thinks he has me fooled. I can not confront him on any of this with out admitting to snooping.

I do not understand it, but I have decided to continue to DB my butt off. I am GAL if it kills me! lol

I know eventually my DH will stop this charade or things will come to a head and I am going to be prepared wither way.

...again sorry to hi-jack. I hope you find some peace and have a great vacation... you are going to Daytona if I remember correctly! I am jealous.... is your SO taking care of the girls while you are gone?