I'm tired...W is tired...we are going no where in our M...she is talking to a L tomorrow and I am giving my L her address to get her served...all the false hope that she has given me or hope that I thought I saw is gone...I'm angry...We had such dreams and love and she is going to trow it all away because she is stubborn...she doesn't want to have any interaction because she is scared of the feelings it might bring up...Why doesn't she just say that I'm scared of feeling love for you because then I have to face my guilt and demons.
I have started a new thread because my WAW having an affair is old news...been there done that...Let's have something new and exciting for Vince...How about "dropping the rope on WAW"...Yea...that has a nice ring to it...Accent the positive that I'm am doing for myself instead of the negative that W has done to me.
Here we go on my new roller coaster...All aboard!!!!
