Thanks GH. It was so sad to see that process -- her honest despair, her struggle, and her eventual retreat from everything she said and did Friday night.

The worst part is the way it disintegrated in such an argument as she was leaving again. I wish I could have handled some things better, but I did try.

Something fascinating -- W ultimately said that she didn't want to do that 5-week plan I offered because she was afraid that she would choose OM and the divorce at the end of it. In other words, she still knows at some level that it's not going to work out with the OM, and she doesn't want a divorce because she still wants me there when it really is over between them. It's good to know that I'm still the #1 backup plan [/sarcasm].


The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)