Thanks, PL. I'm going to be OK no matter what, but I have to admit that I've waited over 5 months for this to happen and it's very scary to hear W say that she doesn't know if she can go through with it and she may get back with OM because she can't stand the pain. If she invites him back into her life, it will simply start this all over again. I will survive that, but the possibility of ending it now is so tantalizing -- I can't help desiring it deeply and knowing that I'll be disappointed if we have to go around again.

According to her, OM still thinks that she's going to get back together with him and they will eventually be married -- as soon as I quit "holding her hostage" by refusing to divorce her.

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)