Well, we had a good evening. We prayed a lot and did some Bible study, and we are going to church in the morning.

W is still crying all the time. She is still calling OM. If fact, she's probably talking to him as I right this. She wants to give him up completely, but right now she says she's afraid that she won't be able to. I've spent most of the day just holding her as she cries.

I was scared earlier today, afraid that I would have my heart broken a third time. I allowed my heart to open too much last night -- I should have known better, since I've preached that to everyone else on this board.

Now, I'm at peace with whatever happens. I know that God is in control, and I will patiently wait for his timing to restore my marriage.

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)