Yeah. I know what you mean about some days being better than others. The past 3 have been awful for me. Today has been the worst. Not sure why though. Nothing has changed. She still hasn't called, I'm still waiting on the divorce papers. So on and so on.
I've got to admit though, after reading your posts, I have a great deal of respect for your self control. I am very impressed. The best I can get away with is rehashing my argument for why she should come back. I don't mean to, but the heart overpowers the brain. I think that this dark period will at least give her time to reconsider. Do I think she will? No. Do I have faith that something good could happen? Yes.
I hope that you can continue your excellent handling of your situation. I only wish mine was going half as well.