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High hopes, low expectations.




I know, I know ... very hard for me this weekend, though. I've actually been depressed for the last day or so -- stupid, really, when I consider the progress my W has made. She was so close on Thursday, though, to ending the A, that I can't help feeling like someone who just had a delicious pie waved in front of my nose, but who isn't allowed to eat a piece.

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backing off and letting her have D for the night (even if it didn't materialize) was a biggie. It's good to see that you didn't use the time for "yourself" and gave it to your D to spend with her mommy.





Yep. I was definitely "pursuing" a little and felt the need to back off. My problem, though, is that one of the "reasons" for the A was that I wasn't romantic or passionate enough. I don't know how to show her that the "new me" can be those things without pursuing and possibly pushing her away. Any ideas, anyone?


The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)