That is really good to hear. I am glad for you that you have found some purpose in this. Trying to make lemonade out of lemons indeed. But you're doing it. That's wonderful.
You sound good; excited. It helps that you found something positive to focus on right now, and helping others is so rewarding.
Keep going!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.