I can't tell you right now how excited I am about the support group I'm starting to help men become free of pornography. I've been reading books on the topic and talking with others who've led successful groups.

I no longer have to ask myself the "why did this have to happen to me?" question, because now I know why (or at least one reason why). It's because God needed to use my testimony and my pain to help other men gain freedom from their addictive and hurtful behavior. Seeing God's purpose in my W's affair has taken away so much of the pain and hurt, as I know now that it isn't for nothing.

I just wanted to share that. No real progress in my R, but very real progress in me.

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)