Thanks for the warning Scooter. What you are talking about is dependency, and that's not a danger for me right now. If it were, I don't think I would have voluntarily separated myself from all contact with her.
No, I'm thinking about the negative things too much at present (liar, betrayer, bad mother, etc.) Why would she want to come back to someone who thinks so poorly of her? The OM thinks she's an angel, and every woman wants to be adored. I'm going to have to force myself to think about her good qualities and think of her as a wonderful person who got ensnared by the devil in a horrible sin -- mentally separate this sinful behavior from who she is a person.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
