W tried to call me yesterday morning, and I didn't answer. She didn't leave a message. Instead she called her mother and went into a rant. Upset her mother so much that she left work at noon (this is a woman who works sick, never misses any work).
Anyway, I thought about what my lawyer had told me about being generous with visitation now so that I'll look good if there is a court fight later, so I decided to write W an email and offer an additional evening of visitation. I also reaffirmed that I want W to spend time with D (not trying to keep them apart or use D as a weapon).
I also reaffirmed what I had written the day before: that I didn't want to see her or speak with her, that I was tired of her games and deceptions (after telling MC that she was open to reconciliation while she had already planned to move OM in with her in less than a week, while telling me that OM would have his own place).
Finally, I told her that it was sad that she would threaten to send my private confessions to my friends and business associates, but that God would use it for good if she did. I told her that I'm not ashamed to talk about it, as my victory over porn is now a witness and a testimony, and that I want to help other guys with a problem.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
