My H just came over to fix my fence. He only stayed 30 minutes. As he was leaving I asked him what are we going to do. He said he didn't know (he was a little annoyed). He said all this has happened so fast. He said that is why he doesn't want to come around me because I keep wanting more and more. He said he will get to the point where he won't want to see me. I asked him if he wants to be with me and he said yes. I said b/c I don't want to be waiting for someone that doesn't want to be with me.
What gets me is that he will want this go on forever. Living with OW and having me. I feel like I will let this all get out of control and he will never come back.
How long am I supposed to pretend things don't bother me? I guess maybe I should look at it as a game and this is how I'm going to win.
He seemed annoyed and upset when he left. I'm just piling up bad memories with him...the fight from the other night, the questioning today...has anyone recovered from this?
