Trust me OT, impressive is not what I want to be, but honest, reflective and growing will do. If I manage to do some things that warrant anyone being impressed, then I will be honored. I did not initially want to even read your post. I thought it was a bit rude, and unfair, but like I said, when I stepped back and read it again, I realized that was the old me reading that post, and for that matter, reacting to all these things today. I can't promise to be better tomorrow. I may still vent, but I will do my best to let it remain here, among you all, and NOT contaminate my real life, with my family. Tomorrow will be hard but I will be ok. I hope all of you will take care on what is most of our hardest day yet.
Oh, and as for Ireland, I have NO expectations about what it will do for my R. I suspect that if nothing else it will be a great test of my newfound skills for not obsessing and just enjoying life, maybe even with my W for the first time in a long time. One thing is for sure, I will be enjoying things.
Thank you again for the time to post to my thread. You, along with NYS, Lisa and Rob made a difference tonight.
