Okay, so I may be the worst person in the world to offer this advice given my track record, but here's the main question: How is knowing one way or the other going to help you? Specifically, if you knew for certain that tonight was going to be OM time, what would you do? Force an ultimatum? Rant and rave for few hours?
I know how you feel, believe me! I've been here so many times that it kills me, but something I have learned is that no matter what I'm thinking...I can't change any of it.
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
