Funny, I just read the "day after" letter myself in the past week. Strangely, I found much of the same stuff in mine as well. Basically telling her that I understood the emotions, etc. and that I would be here for her the best that I can. Of course, there was some pleading (more implicit than explicit) but overall the tone was pretty good.
Yes, I think you are at a crossroads....you have many opportunities in the near future to do a LOT of good. I truly believe that you have been doing exceptionally well under some of the most extreme circumstances. It sounds to me as though you have a good handle on this GH...sure you still have emotions, reactions, etc, but that's only normal....the most important thing is how you have processed them and dealt with them. I feel really positive about you sitch man...I really do!
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
