Well, a day spent at the county jail waiting for my W and actually, I did ok. I WAS strong. I validated. I did not judge her. So far, so good. We just had one of the deepest conversations of our lives about all kinds of things, including our R, but in abstract terms. It was really nice to have her open up to me like that. We spent a lot of time today touching, which was really strange and nice. She wanted a lot of hugs from me and the irony was not lost on her. I know the OM is still in the picture but after today, at least my W knows what I am capable of and that she can still count on me do love her like no other. We'll see what the future brings. I would love to think we can build on this but I really don't know. I am going to finish the night out taking things as the come and tomorrow is another day. I am taking the day off again to wrap up Thank you all for your support. I would not have been the man I was today if it were not for what I learn daily from you.
