I did try them on immediately. She also got me a shirt. They fit great. She said she got them for me because I just got some extra money and she remembered me saying I wanted to get some new clothes. It's something I guess. It does seem positive.
W and I just finished watching a movie together. I actually forgot for a moment that we are on the verge of ending our marriage. It was really like it used to be. I am a bit emotional now because I know it is a mirage. I enjoyed the moment fully and was "there" but I can't trust it. I did good guys. I was living for this moment and it felt really good but now I cry again. Mini roller coaster I guess. I think these things are positive, but when you have seen your spouse fool you into thinking that she was happy for so long, you realize that she has the capacity for great acting. It will take me a long time to trust the authenticity of anything she does. It's just the way it is right now. Overall, good night. Again, thank you so much for thinking of me. You are the best.
