I know that I can't let us slip back into our old habits . . it's just hard to make a huge change in something that has been the same for 3 years. I know you all understand this! It's easy to talk about all the changes you want to make but hard to actually put it into action.
Our car hasn't run in nearly a year and we just found out it's going to cost us nearly another 1,000.00 to fix it. But now that the new engine is in and everything we really want to just finish the job. He's working on saving up to buy an el cheapo that will run until the tax return check comes in and we can fix our main car. He can borrow his grandmothers car (she lives just across town from me) when I have one that's closer but it doesn't run all that well and probably wouldn't make it the 3 hours down and 3 back!! He takes a greyhound up to see me and back home. He's not even sure if he's going to be able to make it up to go with me to this ultrasound.
I haven't called to see if they have anywhere closer yet but plan to a little later today! I also need to sit down and make a list of things that really need to change between my H and I. It's just hard to figure out because I feel different everyday! My hormones are constantly shifting and that plays a lot into how he and I fight and how bad it is and how much I can control what I say and how much I cry, etc.
