I just re-read her email from two weeks ago and she makes it REAL clear that she decided some time ago that she FORGIVES me for the affair in 1989, but that she just can't reconcile... and she's moving on; that she hopes I forgive her too. Well YEAH, I do. I just wish she'd see the damage she's doing to ALL of us. And I KNOW she still thinks OM will be there to pick back up when the D is final. I seriously doubt that. He wants a GODLY wife; I'm certain that he would not want to face me every day at work and always in the back of his mind is going to be the realization that he slept w/ her while she was married to me! Not very GODLY on either of their parts!
So I'm in a quandry. I guess I just keep on praying, being a good person and NOT trying to talk to her.
Although I have thought about talking to OM and telling him that she needs to get right w/ GOD and put her marriage back together; he's feeling guilty enough he would PROB. go tell her just that!!! But I will be quiet and have faith.
