I am not getting my hopes up but H. is acting peculiar tonight.

He called me yet again after I got off work. Small talk about our day, etc.

He then said to me:
"I'm not doing too good. I wanted to talk to you."
I said, "Are you ok? Are you sick?"
He said, "Yeah, I'm depressed. I'm tired and sick."
I said, "I'm so sorry. Is it something I did that is bothering you?"
He said, "No, nothing you did. It's everything I've done."

I said, "Well you know you can always talk to me; I'm here."
He said, "Yes, I know. I am at work and I want to talk to you more later; I am going to call you back tonight, is that ok?"
I said that was fine. I told him I hoped he would be ok and I would speak with him later.

What the heck is this? Is he going to apologize?
Do not worry; Hope is NOT being overly hopeful. She will not be posting here tomorrow in a heap of emotional mess for all of you to clean up. I promise.




Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.