Went shopping after work. Found a birthday gift for my cousin and a cute little teapot for me (big tea drinker). Also bought a pretty pair of black strappy shoes to wear at the wedding I am in this summer. Now I've got the dress and the shoes. I'm doing very well.
No contact from H. today. Maybe for the best. I know it is crazy but sometimes I wonder, should I just reach out and call him? Would he like that? Yes? No? Ugh. I could drive myself nuts. I never call him unless it's to return a call he's made. But I have told him, I just want to leave him alone and give him space, so he knows that. I just don't know what to do half the time.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
