Oh Z, I sure am sorry to see you go. You have been one of my favorite posters due to the fact that I married your long lost twin many years ago. It's like having H around during the day when I read your posts!
I wish you the best. I would like to check in on you from time to time, so either come back and say howdy, or let us know your new bb home at the NPD site. I hope that you are able to carve out an enjoyable life for yourself--you are SO deserving.