I just can't believe how cold she gets at the drop of a hat. I know she has a lot of anger inside, but what is the magic behind letting them go and seeing if they come back? Why can't we talk like we did when we first met? Why do we treat marriages so much differently than we do a same sex friendship.
I just spoke with her while between shifts to see who was picking up the kids from school as she is still living in the house, but has constant plans on the go with everyone but me. She's having lunch with a friend from Church. I couldn't even get on her schedule a month ago just to go have coffee...but everyone else could...I should have seen the signs.
We were supposed to "talk" tomorrow night and now she has taken an extra shift at work and will not be home until 3:00 in the morning. She waitresses in a Sports bar and I worry that she is going out after she is off and just telling me she works till close. She has asked me NOT to stop into the bar when she is working...is she hiding something or am I paranoid?
We made love less than 2 weeks ago and she tells me one week later she is leaving...I bought tickets to see "Evita" at the theatre weeks before she told me she was leaving...now she says she isn't going to go. 2 tickets anyone?
How did I let it get this far and why didn't she say something sooner...or why didn't I listen sooner?
“Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent.”
"It does not matter how slowly you go, so long as you do not stop." Confucius (551-479 BC) - Chinese philosopher
